Changes!! Sigh!

Ever after reaching a new sense of maturity, felt that things were not ok. So, I took decisions in my own hands and am moulding my life the way I want it to be.
Simple Examples:

1. Wanted to do a Ph.D. in Biochemistry and have been channelising my focus towards that. My family is very supportive and they have facilitated every decision in my life. Looks very nice and all. But all of a sudden, I have decided not to do it.
Told my parents and they were a bit shocked. Plus, me not getting admissions in the States. I don't want to do a Ph.D. from Bangalore University. Not ready to shift base to any other city. So, my folks are upset but they have to get over it.
I don't know if its a bad decision. But I can't keep studying and slaving over something that I might get bored with.

2. I am in the marriageable age now. Parents and elder brother looking out. Rejected some great guys, due to this new found 'maturity' . I don't know what the hell is wrong with me!! I am allergic to men who have spent their years in the States. I don't wanna leave Blore. Its simple. Who understands?

3. I now want to work part time. 'Coz I wanna spend time doing other stuff. I need cash to support my self. That's it. Don't wanna earn big bucks.
So, the idea of working part time and playing music has become an obsession.

I ask, are the decisions we make/take the best ones?

PS: I know I sound real high maintenance by putting points 1-3 for what I wrote above. LOL LOL LOL....